2/03/2006

I Carry You in My Heart


I carry your heart with me; I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
Anywhere I go, you go my dear
And whatever is done by only me, is your doing, my darling
I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world, for; beautiful you are my world, my true
Here is the deepest secret no one knows
Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life
Which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
It is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart I carry it in my heart…

E.E. Cummings

2/02/2006

A better me through you

That night, when I first saw your face, I knew you are someone that more than just a person that I want, but you are someone that I need for my life. Perhaps, you hear those words for million of time, equals as people say about your eyes. Well, as time goes by for almost past 3 weeks on and off with this feeling inside without knowing how you feel to me, the way you treated me has opened my eyes of heart.

With you, I realized my passed time in love life were all about me, always in my order. But then you, you made my inner thought to change, that a relationship has to be from both. All these times, I end up by wound in my heart. The scars that I caused by my own mistakes.

Ever since I met you, after that wonderful night, I knew, you made me have to careful to your heart and even to mine. Your smile is a cure to my wound, your heart that eased my pain, a light through my darkest night.

As we both know, I don’t have much time left. But then even if we’re separated, I want you to know that you’ll always have my heart. And I hope in this so little time we got, little by little we could know each other. I know, as you told me, how you’re not comfortable with this to be happened here. I’m sure some how, eventually, we could find a way out to make this happen.

I don’t want to loose you now, please let these feeling grows between you and me. We’re going to get through some how. Don’t want this become a flash love. Because I’m sure with you beside me, as now being, you could make me a better person, each and every minute of my life. And likewise, if there’s a thing you wished to be, I hope I could be the person by your side to make it into reality.